ForEver

What do I do
To Keep my Spirits up?
What do I do
To See the colours again?
What do I do
To hear my heart speak?
What do I do
To listen to the eternal music?
What do I do
To Bring back my soul?
What do I do
To wake up my sleeping Love?
What do I do
To make the flowers whisper to me of their love?
What do I do
To be alive?
What do I do
To be your Love forEver?
I know the secret !
Yes!
I do!
I can change the definition of "ForEver !"
"Forever" was when you looked into my eyes,
"Forever" was when I lazed in your arms,
"Forever" is now,
"Forever" is every moment I think of you,
"Forever" is every breath I take !
"Forever" will I belong to You !

Tears
"Forever Yours"
 Love

So tough!

I never thought
It would be so hard.
So hard to Smile...

Now,
I understand the terms
"Clinical death" & "Biological death ".
I wonder,
If I feel anything at all ...
Yes, I do ...
What I feel,
Is your absence...
What I hear,
Is your silence ...
What I see,
Is me, frozen in time ...

There was a time I trusted my heart.
And now it says,
Things have changed.
Says, he is no longer mine.
Says, he has forgotten me,
Says, he needs me no longer,
There was a time I trusted my heart ...
Not anymore,

Like any other,
You have started to lie as well  !
No dear, I can't trust you !
Or, I don't want to lose him,
The one, you said,
Would stand by my side, to fight all odds,
Yes, Is now fighting,
But me ?

Which of you should I trust ?
The you who said, "Yes dear, he's the one ! "
Or
You who say, "let go of him, he's afraid ! " ?
Which one of you should I trust ?

My heart asks me back
"Didn't you, my dear,
Make a promise to follow his words,
follow his decisions??,
And then my dear, still you weep ?"

Yes,
Yes I did make that promise,
But,
More than that I made a promise bigger than this...
I promised, would never leave him,
Promised, would never abandon him, no matter what !
I promised would help him find his reading glasses,
I promised would pass his walking stick when out for a walk,
I promised would make him a sweater to keep him warm.
I promised would gift him a Princess, who would love him more than I !

All these promises, now are dying ...
All these promises, with me now, are nothing but words,
Words that mean nothing !
Just one prayer,
Hope this is just a dream,
Wish you woke me up, like you do
And say
"Its Ok dear Its just a dream honey, I am here, open your eyes ! "

If not,
I wish, I sleep forever,
And wake up never !

A tribute to the king of Gazals!

जब भी दिल के घम बढ़ते   ..

तो उनकी ग़ज़ल ,

धूप में छाव की तरह ,
ज़ख़्म पे दावकी तरह ,
दुःख में दोस्तोंकी तरह , होते सात हमेशा  .. हर दीवाने के सात ...
हाय .. क्या करेंगे अब हम ... खो दिए अपने दोस्त को  ... 

जी, ये सच हें की
न मिले आज तक आपसे ...

फिर भी मान ते हें आपको दोस्त अपना  ... 

आपने तो यूंही तोड्दिया रिश्ता हमसे !

लेकिन यह वादा हें हमारा ... न भूलेंगे आपको 

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